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“In a time of deceit telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”



The Lies My ‘Loverboy’ Told Me

Step into the chilling depths of deceit and resilience in the unnerving first installment of a saga based on a true story—hers—that reveals the darkest corners of human manipulation.


“The Lies My ‘Loverboy’ Told Me” is a haunting memoir of Diabolidoll’s descent from the pinnacle of artistic achievement and success with numerous rare awards into a nightmare of control, abuse, fraud, and survival.


Once an acclaimed, multiple award-winning artist, “Dolly” was celebrated and sought after in her town and surrounding areas, with clients eagerly awaiting the opportunity to hire her for her artistic expression. However, amidst the brewing storm of Gamergate, everything changed.


Not only did she step into a digital battlefield and enter a cyber ‘war,’ where every move in any direction felt like navigating a minefield surrounded by live explosives, but she also plunged into a real-world nightmare of aggressive mob stalking, multiple instances of blackmail, false online ‘exposures’ using edited evidence, doxxing, extreme psychological punishment, and international trafficking.


In this dark reality, trust was weaponized, love was just an illusion, and her reputation—both in gaming and her career’s industry—was dismantled by faceless shadows that hunted her every move on her trafficker’s behalf for years on end when she would not have ever been on their radar to begin with without his influence.


This unsettling narrative uncovers the malicious ‘loverboy’ grooming strategies that ensnared her into a rarely discussed form of coerced captivity, stripping away the vibrant colors once present in her art, creativity, and success.


As thousands of real transcripts of the grooming are released to the public, it becomes clear that every manipulation was likely meticulously crafted, and every lie an alleged deliberate thread woven to entangle her mind, heart, and spirit, unraveling the stability her hard work and career had built.


Experience the relentless assault on her sense of self as she courageously details the devastating impact on her mental health and brain, which could no longer sustain the high demands of her once-thriving, multiple award-winning career, motherhood, and other responsibilities outside of this ultimate boss battle.


Each step along this winding road of psychological horror, meticulously dissected and timelined with real news articles of the events, reveals the calculated cruelty she endured and her struggle to regain autonomy amidst years of chaos.


This e-book is not merely a recounting of a true story with real evidence, but a visceral exploration of survival under siege, offering a vivid glimpse into the mechanics of manipulation and the arduous battle for redemption. It walks readers through the grooming process that brought this hell to her doorstep.


It presents a powerful testament to Diabolidoll’s resilience, illustrating the fragility and strength of the human spirit in the face of unforgiving darkness.


With unyielding honesty and chilling clarity, “The Lies My ‘Loverboy’ Told Me” stands as a stark beacon of hope for those engulfed in the flames of despair and serves as an inspiring reminder that reclaiming one’s life and identity is possible when armed for battle with the right information, plenty of time, and a raid team that includes at least one ‘tank,’ a healer, light for the dark, and lots...and lots...of med packs.*


To minimize bots and spam sites from stealing my content, the posts are password protected. Parts marked with a ✅️ are available for your reading. Enjoy easy digital access without bulky downloads, allowing you to read the story version, raw transcripts, or all of the content!


Chapter 1 is free to read, and the password is 'one.'

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*Reader discretion is advised. As per laws surrounding victims who chose to share their stories publicly, all claims are “alleged”; however, relevant evidence that can be shared publicly is also being shown to assist others in forming their own conclusions about the reality of the story. This site shares a true story based on real events that are categorized by the date around which they happened as accurately as possible. It covers traumatic topics such as loverboy method grooming, sex trafficking, exploitation, severe and long-term mental abuse, public and private defamation, public exposures with tampered evidence, and sexual violence, mainly for intimidation and punishment for speaking out. It may trigger strong emotions and flashbacks in those with similar trauma; please prioritize your well-being before proceeding. Some details have been altered for privacy, clarity, and brevity, but the essential context remains intact.