From Women Hate

To GamerGate

Do We Truly Strive for Progress?

A woman dressed like a queen, blindfolded in a forest.

“People often claim to hunger for truth, but seldom like the taste when it’s served up.”



Context: Condensing nine years of horrific abuse into a long paragraph is challenging, but these conversations were with Matthew S., who became my stalker, 'loverboy' groomer, blackmailer, sextortionist, and international sex trafficker (although some was via proxy).


He and his "friends" groomed me through a false relationship to abuse me, exploit my data, create an illegal power imbalance, and misrepresent it publicly, starting in 2015 after 'warning' me that he shared my identity and location with a "friend" without my consent, which placed my family in the crosshairs of extreme danger for their entertainment.


They blackmailed me, threatening to falsely claim to my loved ones that I "cheated" instead of acknowledging the polyamory my husband and I practiced with him only upon request, which we believe involved him and his "friends" using alternate IDs based on a multitude of factors that we're only releasing to law enforcement.


Cheating never occurred, and there is no credible evidence of it; however, they used this accusation for public defamation and shaming for many years afterward to extract on-call sexual servitude, "or else," of which they made good on their threats many times.


Their smear campaigns, intimidation, and threats continue, with 2023 marking the most blatant threats to 'interfere in the investigation' if they 'find my doxx'. My decoy income-generating accounts were reported and deplatformed afterwards, same as all the other decoy accounts we allowed them to find, while other accounts remained completely unaffected and helped prove our points on their routine, habitual, and pre-meditated stalking and exploitation of women online.


Many other women also fell victim to this 'network' of sexual predators within gaming, who groomed, shared victim data to create chaos, and tormented targets for entertainment during a decade-long war on women in gaming known as Gamergate, which has never truly ended and contained a suspicious amount of sextortion and trafficking.


I believe my life is in danger due to their credible threats, as they’ve radicalized individuals to inflict maximum damage in the form of stochastic terrorism, including actions that may have led to a violent homicide just 5 days after a threat from his "friends" in 2021.


I am sharing this under extreme duress. His messages are lines that are bolded and preceded by "::".


“Truth is like the stars; it does not appear except from behind obscurity of the night. Truth is like all beautiful things in the world; it does not disclose its desirability except to those who first feel the influence of falsehood.”