From Women Hate

To Gamergate

Do We Truly Strive for Progress?


In the vast and intricate landscape of gaming culture, voices often clash in a vibrant cacophony of triumphs and tribulations. It is within this context that I present the Hex The Matrix™ series—a collection of resources designed to explore, dissect, and ultimately empower those navigating the often tumultuous waters of the gaming world.


Inspired by the poignant words of Charles Baudelaire, who proclaimed:

“My dear brethren, never forget, when you hear the progress of wisdom vaunted, that the cleverest ruse of the Devil is to persuade you he does not exist.”



This series seeks to illuminate the hidden shadows that persist within our community. Baudelaire's astute reflection serves as both a cautionary tale and an inspiration. It underscores the importance of recognizing the subtle and often insidious forces at play in our lives—forces that can distort our perception of progress and truth.


In the realm of gaming, these forces have manifested in various forms, most notably during the events of Gamergate, where a fierce backlash against inclusivity and gender equity emerged, targeting many, including myself. As a woman in gaming, my experience during the Gamergate controversy was marked by hostility and harassment, reflecting deeper societal issues that extend beyond the gaming industry.


The quote by Baudelaire resonates profoundly with my journey, as it encapsulates the strategy employed by those who wish to dismiss or undermine the struggles faced by marginalized groups. The Devil, in this narrative, symbolizes not only the overt antagonism but also the subtler, more deceptive arguments that seek to legitimize toxicity and discourage progress.


Through the Hex The Matrix™ series, I aim to take back the narrative, transforming a personal battle into a broader dialogue about empowerment, resilience, and the pursuit of wisdom within our digital spaces. Each resource will cover various aspects of gaming culture, exploring the intersections of gender, identity, and community dynamics, while also offering insight into the strategies that can be employed to combat negativity and cultivate a more inclusive atmosphere for all.


In sharing my experiences and the lessons learned throughout this journey, I hope to encourage fellow gamers—both allies and those who have faced similar adversities—to confront the complexities of our environment with courage and conviction. The path may be fraught with challenges, but together we can navigate the matrix, unmasking the ruses that seek to cloud our vision and empowering each other to reshape the future of gaming.


Join me as we engage with these themes, reflect on our collective experiences, and forge a new narrative where wisdom prevails and community thrives in the light of authenticity and inclusivity. Through Hex The Matrix™, we will emerge with clarity, strength, and the unwavering belief that we are not alone in this fight—just as Baudelaire warns us not to ignore the shadows, we shall shine light upon them and stand resolute.


Dedicated to Zoë Quinn,

Anita Sarkeesian, & Brianna Wu